I could be so much more then this.

Does anyone see a trend?

Uhhhh

another bad night.

Words can not express how I feel.

I always hated cuddeling

now I'd do anything to cuddle with someone I care about

but there's no one I care about

that I'd want to cuddle wtih

so it' just like.

an empty unfulfillable want.

If I played sims.
and my sim felt the way I feel.

My sim would have such a low meter,

it'd be so red it'd be black.
Some times I like to draw out my meter thing

in real life
make bars for my hunger and energy, etc.
Yeah I'm weird like that.

I have a fucking cold.
fancy that.
I never get sick. Who got me sick?

When I find out who got me sick...

Oueeeeeeeee T.T
Sleep. I want to sleep forever.
I have counseling tomorrow at six.
good timing too.
Uhhhh I need some happiness.
I need new people in my life.

i need a FWB

I need my life to go back to grade 10 second term.
best time of my life.

and i just disregarded it.

I fucking hate you!
I hate that you did this to us.

We were happy
and you ruined it.

and you're a broken man now

because you cna't stop lieing,

and cheating,

and messing with people's heads,

and being a two faced piece of shit.

You don't even deserve anyone.

if it wasn't for fucking stupid despreat people like yourself,

you wouldn't have anyone.

I guess that means I was a stupid despreat person.

I'm beside myself about everything right now

Who am I what do i want?
I'm jsut spewing words.
word puke.

I'm pretty much writing every word

that comes to my mind.
I'm down. So down.
I have homework

but I don't have the will to even look at it.
I barely have the will to take out my contacts.
Someone help me please.
I cna't go on like this for mcuh longer.
-Mar =[