Long.

Hmmmmm.

driving give me so much time to think

I donno,

I would say it’s the same as how

Year ago Drew told me that he likes showers

Because he thinks a lot in the shower.

Maybe it’s not like that for him anymore;

But at the time it’ something he told me.

I thought a bit tonight.

About how I’m really selling myself short.

What with school and how I don’t do anything.

And with how I’m naturally an very artistic person

With a lot to show for myself

But I don’t.

At the time of driving,

Maybe it was just the smoke

putting me in a good mood,

but I felt very creative

and like If I was in class at that very moment

I’d have decided to start doing my work.

If it was a school night,

I’d get that sleep I need to have to stay awake

To her the lecture, to learn the stuff

And get the good marks

that would make my parents proud.

I donno, Maybe I’m not that person.

But if I can get a fifty in Math,

by doing the little that I do

I can only imagine the things I could do

if I actually tried.

I got a sixty in English.

I was talking to Mr. Mac

and he said everything I did,

I did incredibly well

For the small amount that it was.

I excel in English;

So why am I doing this to myself?

Another thing I thought about

Was how when I’m driving

I know the exact spot that I lost control of my car.

I get uneasy and my heart skips a beat every time I pas over it.

I think maybe the accident made me more mature as a driver.

I don’t speed nearly as much as I used to,

And I take my time,

Observe more,

And pay attention to the condition of the road.

There’s this dip in the road

That I will go out of my lane to avoid.

Meh, that’s a lame thing to say I guess.

But I feel better about my driving now.

Alex really likes Drew.

I’m sew happy about that!

I luff Drew.

He’s my best friend.

I’d like nothing more than every I meet to luff him too =]

He really likes Susan too.

Sew happi n_n

-Mar.