destroy something beautiful.

SO it took about four days

for [unrecognized name] to move on to a third girl.

I'm pretty disgusted with him

and disappointed with myself

for allowing him to get to me like this.

I'm pretty tired, I have a bit of homework for English

But I think I may nap.

Last night after Dave left

I didn't wan to leave

because then [unrecognized name] would be alone with her

and and I know what would have happened

and probably did,

despite him telling me otherwise.

I know I have to stop torturing myself like this!

I know i have to forget him,

and never talk to him again

But I can't!

I have no one else,

I'm thinking too much about the right now

not enough about the later.

-Mar