So true.

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…”

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia)

This is why I believe you have many numerous soul mates, not just one.

Hungover you.

I drove to town at 10pm last night singing:

What you got boy is hard to find;;
I think about it, all the time::
I'm all strung out,
my heart is fried;;
I just can't get you off my mind.
I don't sing,
EVER!

I sat on his bed and cried
while he was in the shower this morning
listening to this:
And now the party's over,
And everybody's gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?

Hanging out still is going to be too hard.
I've never fallen for someone so hard

in such a short amount of time

in my entire life.

Even my dirty laundry
Everything just smells like you (like you)
And now my head is throbbing
Every song is out of tune
Just like you

In the dark I can't fight it til it disapears
But in the daylight
I taste you in my tears

Can i just get a break?
please.
Can i just be happy
that's all I want.
It's all I've ever wanted.
It's all I'll ever want.

Please let there be a chance for this.
I can't let this go.
=[

-Mar

This Boy.

What you got boy,

is hard to find;;

I think about it all the time;;

I'm all string out, my heart is fried;;

I just can't get you off my mind!
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack-head.